Character
One wants to be named, to be known, but as the author, I do not wish to reveal
anything about her, so I insist she be hereby called ‘C1’. It is an anxious day
for me, for I have the heavy duty of writing something for yet another request, simple. So, I thought let
me try doing the dreaming thing. As reports go, I do it rather well.
So,
C1 is in an operation theatre, and hence the name which is reduced to a bed number, under medical lights, surrounded by specialists
and safety. She must have also duly marked the cleanliness of the place while
she was being wheeled inside. As useless information was being asked of her,
the lights became fainter. She did not recall being hungry, having last had
only the previous night’s dinner, and was wondering how it was possible, to
sustain a human body. While such thoughts grew dimmer, so did the lights, and
the last thing she felt were the whiteness of opaque masks and gloves around
her. The surgery began.
She
does not remember pain, she does not have fear, she is not relieved. She has
transcended, by now, into a very different world. The journey took some time to
arrive, but the destination was, as one would say, “Production – Tip-Top!” Yes,
she found herself on a stage, set by one of the roads on the mountains,
naturally lit by the angles of the sun rays. She was the solo performer of the
day, and people from in, around, and even those not from the valley gathered for
such a spectacle. Confident that C1 is, she did not care about traffic being
held for a day, or, travel being undertaken by her followers. She was going to
present a surprise to the audience, and it excited her.
The
anchoring inaugurated, the music fluted in, as if the birds were choreographed
to sing a song to enchant the gathering. She was dressed like a performer, and
she was about to perform the performance of her life – a tale of love. As she
began her moves, the peaks bloomed along, and sunshine reached the depths of
her gut. She was transforming into a celebration herself, the jingle in her
anklets adding to the symphony of the breeze. It was a sight to behold, she was
searching for her beloved, and like in the movies, the universe seemed to be
conspiring along, fragrantly. She danced, and she danced, tirelessly, endlessly, till the
dawn turned to dusk and the song was melancholic. The audience never anticipated
being entrapped for such duration. At the point of the end, by when love opened
its arms as wide as the sky, and breathed in a happiness as pure as the air, she
felt the pain with the dusk rays closing in with a darkness that enveloped her
senses. But her soul was alive, and she kept dancing. Dancing, with an
inexhaustible hope, dying slowly.
She
was wheeled back into her room, as people dispersed knowing she would be in
pain. Love often hurts, as they say. But she continued to sleep. The audience
was dimming; they could not take her pain anymore. The dance had made deep cuts
into her soul and a sleep was essential to revitalize her emotions. She wished
for the birds to return, tried to recall the peaks and feel the breeze, but the
pain would not let her be. Where is my
beloved?
C1
sleeps. But she would wake up to this. Knowing, her dance was not an illusion,
for she is revisiting it. Her pain elopes as she can now see the peaks, hear
the birds, breathe in a dream and know where her beloved is – right in that
tale of love, where immortality is uncontested. Her soul rests as her eyes
dissolve like ink, back to the dream.
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